Oh ramsha

You look beautiful as ever allahumma baarik.

You are making me sob my heart out.

Im so sorry i couldn’t be there for you on this one special day. I love you so much.


I called your sister today.
She pretended i was someone else, spoke in urdu as she left the room you were in.

That was me..
Begging her to give you the phone.

She acted as though i was a criminal.
Ive never felt so hurt before, or treated with such hostility.
What have I done that’s so bad??

All i wanted to do was give you mubarak and to remind you that om making duaa for you and to tell you that you’re doing so good. And to hear yoir voice.

She was adamant that she  couldnt talk… ready to put the phone off each second. She told me she went to the dolki today and that she showed you videos.
She said you were happy.
I hope she was telling the truth.
I want you to be happy forever. Ameen
Love and miss you

They’re making me pull my hair out.
Your sister
Your brother
Not a single reply to my messages.

Im trying to get papa jees number to speak to you

These ppl are doing my head in. Im ready to bash something
How meaaaan…. just how meeeaan can someone get?!?!

Best friend

Best friend,
I love you.
Not a day goes by
That i don’t think of you.
I zoom into your face
From the picture on my phone
Radiant glow is what I see
You do such a good job
At hiding all the hurt.

Whoever it is that takes you
Dear Allah, please please make him be good to her
Make him please her and may she be pleased with him.
Oh Allah I ask You to protect her, to give her all the happiness and love there is and grant her the best of this world and thr next. Ameen.
You are in Allah’s hands, my love.
There’s no safer place to be.

I miss you incredibly… I cry for you and pray for you. And I’m awaiting the day you call me. 💟

Best friend


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Your beautiful face looked so broken today. Your eyes were filled with hurt and pain. It killed me to see you in such a state. My instinct was to grab you and run.
Best friend…. how did this happen? How did we get to this?
You’re doing so good… stronger than ever, more focused than you’ve ever been. I can’t be more proud of you but so pained for you than I’ve ever been.
The hurt that poured from your eyes…. the look you gave m- I feel so worthless, unable to help you. Im so sorry I’ve failed you when you need me most.
I love you so much and miss you too. We’ll get through this, i promise we will.

Rights of a wife upon her husband

Look what i sent him muahahhaa

12 Rights of a Wife upon Her Husband

1. To spend upon her, to feed her. Not to be excessive in this and not to be stingy.

2. To be kind to her.

The Prophet (ṣallallāhu ʿalayhī wa-sallam) said: “The best among you is the one who is the best towards his wife.”

3. Not to harm her.

4. To be loving to her, examples:

(A) Loving to her with your tongue. Nice words, tell her you love her. Tell her how good she looks.

(B) If your wife asks you to get her something and you can’t get it , say I’ll get it in shaa’ Allāh.

(C) That the man beautifies himself with that which is reasonable, (not intimating women).

(D) From being loving to your wife is that you help her with housework. This is from the example of the prophet (ṣallallāhu ʿalayhī wa-sallam)

(E) That he is to be playful with his wife.

(F) Sharing food with her.

(G) To cuddle with her.

(H) Sleep under the same cover.

(I) they would bathe together:  

On the authority of ‘Āʿishah (raḍī Allāhu ʿanhu) who said: “I used to bathe with the Prophet from a single container of water which was placed between us such that our hands collided inside it. He used to race me such that I would say: “Leave some for me, leave some for me!’ She added: `We were in a state of Janaabah (i.e. the state of having slept together).'”[Al-Bukharee and Muslim].

5. That the men must not curse or swear at his wife, or insult her appearance.

6. A man must not boycott her and if he does (for a valid reason) he should do it inside of the home.

7. A man should not expose the secrets of his wife

“Verily among the worst people before Allāh on the Day of Judgement is a man who approaches his wife sexually and she responds and then he spreads her secrets.” [Muslim, Ibn Abī Shaybah, Aḥmad and others].

8. A man should not hate his wife. Exalt the good and minimise her shortcomings.

A man should not be angry at her faults and should look at her good. To look only good in her.

9. That he should make things easy upon her e.g. The chores and what he requires from her.

10. He should have the best manners with his wife. His wife should see the best of his manners. It is said that some men have the best manners out in the market , but when he goes home he is a ferocious lion! Kind to strange women in the markets but not to his wife in the home. The best of you are the best of you to your wives. There is no good in you if you want to help your friends but not your wife, there is no good in you if you are kind to your friends and not your wife. Combine the two , and that is good.

11.  That the husband should be a reason for his wife to be saved from the hellfire. He should teach her and order her to forbid the evil and enjoy the good. Forbidding her from that which will lead to hell fire.

O you who have believed, protect yourselves and your families from a fire whose fuel is people and stones, over which are [appointed] angels, harsh and severe; they do not disobey Allāh in what He commands them but do what they are commanded.

12. That the man should have some type of jealousy for his wife.

Jealousy of protecting her from evil, not for her to be exposed to strange men , not for her to speak to strange men etc.  but not the abusive jealousy…

[ https://www.troid.ca/women/nikah/1720-the-rights-of-the-wife%5D