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how do I say, ‘she’s just not good enough’ to the father of the girl? 

I don’t, and end up saying, ‘akh, I do not wish to take this further, barakAllahufeek’. 

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Strangely, to me
this puts peace in my heart
saves me from
having to make
a lifelong decision
in the span of 
a day
protects me from
what I was never meant to see
which may just have been
worse for me
At least it’s not I
who carries the burden
knowing that I may have
wronged myself
for not obeying my Lord
to the best of my ability
but rather it was
my Most Merciful Rabb
who knows what is right
and what’s wrong for me
who frees me from
my responsibilities
and grants me peace
that a decision has been made
straight from His hands
and never being a decision that 
was ever mine.